Dear blog,

I'm sorry to neglect you for such a long time. And yes, there are reasons accounted for my current presence here. I realized that i stopped blogging about my daily life. I only come running to this space when i'm feeling down, when i feel as if something have affected me deeply, yet those thoughts are either too minor, too personal, too childish, too unexplainable or too retarded to share with people. I wanted to continue blogging only because i want to indulge in reminiscence, for future purposes. Yet all i've done is only expressing my unhappiness with this and with that, i only come running with misery which i probably wont even recall any gist of it after say a year? Half a year? Three months? Or even a month. So whats my point? Perhaps blogging is medium for me to channel all those so called despair. Because no matter how unreasonable i might sound or how confusing i tend to twist and bring my stories around the bushes, the blog will not respond. The blog will not tell me i'm wrong, or that i'm being dramatic. A.k.a. always being right no matter what.

Anyway, back to the reasons for this entry. 1) I'm bored. 2) Aznv tv pissed me off by buffering for 5s after playing 5s. 3) Its been long. 4) Xmas shopping pissed me off. I didnt get what i have in mind and thats the most frustrating thing ever. Are red and green baby socks that rare? The bad thing about having something prefect in mind is that when you dont get to get your prefect vision, its more irritable than usual, way more. Like how i didnt get my yawn pajamas from cotton on body makes me go !#$%^.

If barely spending half the day around these people is able to make me feel so tired and sick, then what are them to me? Being fake is far worse than being unreasonable. Please keep your two-face masks away from me<:

Bye blog, i'll try to update properly.